How am I feeling? It's complicated and healing is a process. So take some of that away. This old @sitelab was the first tshirt I pulled out of my drawer. The words are accidentally so appropriate. I'm streamlined. I feel like a bunch of floating balloons that are red, shiny, free and also fragile, need to avoid pokey things, a little unpredictable, unruly. And It has yet to register that I get to stay this way.